Tingling Feeling

2009-07-28T09:23:00.000-07:00

ZZZzz...sleepy...haha...dunno why i blogging in the early morning at 12.23am....lolz....bored i guess....school is taking most of my freedom....you wanna know something...sometimes when i watched movies like very action pack and adventurous...and i look at my life....haiz...so boring...i just wanna do something weird!!!...something fun!!!...something adventurous...i dont mind climbing over fences...or even travel around singapore to places we never been before or like deserted...haha....i just wanna have fun before i grow old!!!...haha....I've been thinking about what i wanna do..the first one is...to lie down at a field and look at the night sky....see stars....and lights...and hope....and its not just any field...its at a farm and its peaceful....and the feeling of the breeze...so relaxing and fun...

I wish to migrate to Australia and currently waiting for results!!..haha....if i migrate....i will be further away from my friends especially my Sis....dont wanna live her alone in a big world....cause i want to shield her from the pain...and be there all the time for her...if i go,i'll remember you sis!!!...haha...oh well...getting sleepy...nitez everybody!!..and super duper luper sorry for the super duper luper long time ever since i blog...haha...nitez!!!!

Finland!!

2009-06-25T07:46:00.001-07:00

Here are some...well...good photos...i think...hahaz

!!Family!!

...Who might this be??...

Fun!

2009-06-17T01:03:00.000-07:00

I'm back!...hehe...bought items!...lolz....
Finland was at first around 8 degrees!...
can see everyone becoming dragon already!...
hahas...luckily,i brought my sweater and glove and beanie...
oh yeah!...haha...the bus was much more comfortable than Singapore!...
got table leh...and we played a new game...fun leh...haha...
Got a toilet also!...lolz...so everywhere we go...there is toilet!!
Training for 5 days straight and the last 2 days got a mini league...
I,raphael,demas,luqman,hafiz and jaypal on the same team with finnish players!!...
All of them very friendly!....We were oldest in the group but smallest and shortest among them...Like Woah!!...There was some fun time together and we make one rule.
Those who fart in the sleeping area will get beating by all of us...haha...Mazran got beaten by alif and coach sara...haha...than we played wrestling and hamburger!!...
Andrey got hamburger 2 times...hahaz....It was fun!!...Bought teddy! and 2 new floorball sticks...cost around 95 Euro...cheap leh!!...hahas...At there also got time to clear my mind from the clouds...yup...i'm free!...and i've chosen a path that i will not regret...btw,i cant wait for the result from the Australian Immigration....my parents said the result might be around 20th plus plus june or later...If get...i'm going to australia i guess...Oh well...must focus on the present than on the future and past...

2009-06-04T19:23:00.000-07:00

elo!!...
hahaz...leaving for finland around 10pm today!....hahaz....kind of scary leh...16 hours in a plane...i could imagine how it feels like...its going to be quiet!...but if the merahans are there!!...its going to be super duper luper huper noisy!...hahaz....pack my luggage and it weighs around 16kg!!....OMG...hahaz...so i cannot pack my friend who wants to go finland too!(TEEHEE)...even if i pack my friend inside,it will surely weighs 40kg plus plus...and must pay more!!...hahaz....

Oh well...cant sms,call at finland cause 1 sms cost 60cents!!...OMG!...so damn triple x....hahaz...ok..got to stop with the ZZzzz...hahaz...ok..hahas...lols...Finland can buy stick and buying items for friends!!...lolz....Dont forget ah....must remind myself....Erm...what else to blog...let me think......Oh ya,i couldn't go for the flag day...lolz...too tired from training!!...physical training!!...and the next day...ENTIRE BODY SUPER DUPER LUPER HUPER CRAM!!...OuCh!!...today still got a bit...dunno if can carry my heavy luggage to airport....lols...

Oh well....bye bye!...chat later after 15 June 09....hahas...bye bye.!!!..will miss Singapore!

2009-06-04T03:45:00.000-07:00

(From left:Fim,Gim,Kim,Lim,Tim)

(From Left:Tae,Yae,Jae,Kae,Lae)

(Matt sleeping with James)

Welcome To CatOnShow

Nina:I'm Nina
Jake:And i'm Jake

Nina:The sensational Newcomer group called the "Mz" are purring the local industries and the world after their first debut album,"The Mz" with their new Hit Single,"Dont Purr At Me".After recently losing to "The New Ez" in the Cat Idol 09.

Jake:Thats true after the undercat "The New Ez" won which shocked the entire Nation which was said to have been a close fight."My Chemical Cats" which is also a five cats band were not up to standard during the performance and even Simon Cat said,"It was like five cats sitting in one room and jamming and having a good time but this is a competition so you guys have to step up".

Nina:Next,A cat scandal photo of the new upcoming star,Matt Taylor sleeping with James Winston.The photo was spotted by his agent on google and reported to the police.The police are undergoing an investigation of how the person might have gotten the photo.

Jake:The Nation were shocked about the photo after Matt announced that he is getting married to Denise Freeat just yesterday before the scandal photo erupt.Matt refuses to give any comment regarding the photo.Some are wondering if Matt and James are catbians are most of them hope not which include his wife to be.

Nina:Thats all Cats,I'm Nina
Jake:And i'm Jake
Both:Goodnight

2009-05-23T03:26:00.001-07:00

Kris Allen Rockz! the American Idol!....

Squirrels are super duper cute!...hahaz....

VBRN...hahaz...try to guess what it meanzz!!...bye

2009-05-13T04:28:00.001-07:00

Hi!!.

READ THIS!!

1. Your reading my comment
2. Now your saying/thinking thats a stupid fact.
4. You didnt notice that i skipped 3.
5. Your checking it now.
6. Your smiling.
7. Your still reading my comment.
8. You know all you have read is true.
10. You didnt notice that i skipped 9.
11. Your checking it now.
12. You didnt notice there are only 10 facts

I got trick!!...hahaz....lolz...and its exam time!!...hahaz....studying very hard....ok...not even a little bit soft...hahaz....after exams got a lot of outings!!...i cant wait!....and must learn how to load a film onto a camera!!...hahaz...ok guys.bye!

2009-05-02T00:45:00.000-07:00

2 May 2009
3.45pm,Saturday Afternoon

Dear blog,
Time flies by very fast.Its kind of scary!....I still very relax about the examz and itz wrong!.I need to wake upz!!...its kind of scary!!...lolz...Yesterday watched Congkak!...hahaz....the datuk got super power leh....and its white in colour...like the power ranger!....and the ending is kind of funny!...they went to the wrong house instead...hahaz....btw,the house is super gigantic!....i wanna have a house like that!!!...

Currently Bored!...everyday like got no adventure like last time....its like finished school,go home or go tuition....no more fun!!....can someone remind me what does fun means!!...i forgot liao.....

Bye

2009-04-26T06:37:00.000-07:00

Here is my Brother doing weird stuff with his tongue!!
hahaziq!!

26 April 09,
9.38pm,Sunday Night,
Dear Diary,
TodAy wake up at 9 pluz pluz....
got morning buffet!!...hahas...at 11.30am...
HURRAY!!....i was so happy.....lolz....
reach there at around 11.40 pluz pluz...
cousinZ from around Zingapore came...hahas...
TALK AND EAT!!...btw,if you guys are wondering where?
Its Carousel Royal Hotel On Scott...hahas....same place
Again!!....
Twice this year....COOL!!....

Funny Conversation,
Cousin Hafiz:Haziq,your Company got Gay or pondan?
Bro Haziq:Ahh...Nope.
Cousin Hafiz:Lucky,mine last time have.
Cousin Didi:Serious??
Cousin Hafiz:Serious
Cousin Yaya:Serious??!
Cousin Hafiz:Serious!
Me:Fun or not?if got gays or pondan?
Cousin Hafiz:ya...there was once 3 person share one room
Cousin Didi&Yaya:Serious??
Cousin Hafiz:and got one time one person call Bohan wear dress and the person is a guy....wit the gay accent "Coming Sir!" and the hand sign(he showed us).
Otherz:HAHAhahazz!!
Cousin Yaya:Nama tak glamour seh...
We all agree...
Cousin Yaya:I also got 2 gay friend...so everytime i go out,my friends and i will look at guys and say they are hot and stuff...
Me:Serious?0.0
Cousin Yaya:Ya...and somemore he looks like a normal guy like Haziq.
We laughzz!!...hahas....and luckily my bro not gay!!...lolz...

2009-04-25T02:41:00.000-07:00

25 April 09,
5.45pm,Saturday Afternoon,

Dear Diary,
This week is very tiring!!....ZZzzz!!...

Every monday got dance lesson for fun!!...
Tuesday got remedial and its a maths!!...
Wednesday got no CCAz!!...hurray can finally rest...
but i heard got a maths remedial!!...OHNo!...
(hit myself on the head)...
Thurdays got tuition with luqman!...Encik Razak is cool!...
Friday got nothing...hahas....can rest!!...HURRAY!!

Hmk,erm...e maths and a maths,SS,english!...OHNO
(hit myself on my head again).....
Life is much more stress!!!....arrgghhh!...lolz....

OH Ya..got 2 friendly match this week against JCzz...
Meridian and National Junior College....i dunno why but...
i like the word JC...hahas....We won both...MJC(6-3)?...
NJC(9-1)...hahas....we also beat RJC(6-4)?...i cant remember all...
But it was fun!!...hahas...release stress...and must laugh ALOT!...

Life seems boring....dunno why...tats why when we get older...
we forget every little thing we did when we were young tat is fun!!...
i wish to travel in time and become 12 again!...lolz...its 12 not 17...
hahas....
Bye

2009-04-10T23:09:00.000-07:00

11 April 09,
Saturday Afternoon 2.10pm,

Dear Blog,
Elo...yesterday was fun...
hahas.....went to downtown east with FAMILY....
walk for like 1hr.....then went to sakura....=.=....the queue was freaking long....
after it was our turn...one of the staff told us.

Staff-Sorry mdm,its currently full.
Mum-Sorry,can you repeat wad you just said
then she repeat it...mum just walk away...lolz....
angry sia....waited do long....haiz...when to eat somewhere...
after that played pool with bro....its was kind of fun...and i keep missing the hole...OMG...got one part just very near leh...i hit a bit only....it went to the side...so never go in...0.0...i guess long time never play it already...tats why...haiz...ok gtg....celebrating my friend's birthday today...

Bye

2009-04-09T19:21:00.000-07:00

Sports Day was cool!...
And had buffet at carousel royal hotel palace...
and its have really really mouth-watering foodz!!!

Thats a lot of medals!!

2009-04-08T06:11:00.000-07:00

8 April 2009,
9.12pm,Wednesday Night,

Dear Blog,
Just finished consert today....it was fun....scary...hahas....Mark keeps talking about StJohn but its fun to hear....and i give up already...hahas....no seriously....i wanna be just friends!!....like normal....hahas.....

Performance was Great....got back home,bath,eat and play comp...hahas....ok...tmr got sports day and buffet for free!!....i tink so...hahas....thks miss eng!!....thks for the treats and teaching!.....

bye

2009-03-13T04:25:00.000-07:00

14 March 2009,
7.26pm,Friday Night,

Dear Blog,

Hello!,long time never blog....kind of miss it though.Recently quite moody...dont know why....and dont want to know too....cause if....i might become even worst...hahas....
Well...as expected...i failed all my Maths subject!!...and i pass other subject....highest is combined humanities..=.="...really shocking!....did not expect it at all.....thks to social studies i guess...thank you Mr Samy!...hahas....i just notice that i like to put dots in my sms and blog....weird....but i love it....holidays no training....so its going to be BORING....i think i must buy maths exercise books already!....hahas...must find free time.....maybe i going to buy books tmr morning at tiong...hahas....

Still the same....just friends.....dont want to care....dont want to know....hahas....STOP and DONT THINK....hahas....makes me feel better.....to tell you the truth....i'm really quite a loner....i lack the confidence to do anything special....mostly keep stuff to myself.....but luckily,i have friends that makes me feel better....but now different class....still....can see her in school....

Just thinking of what to blog...erm....oh ya...we won the b division tournament....hahas...the medal is really nice....but mr sekaran never keep his promise....he was suppose to cut or to be exact,shave his hair botak!...hahas....and must concentrate on studies already....my parents only allow me to attend 1 training every week....well...i hope it changes after time....i also lost contact with my good friends after the incidents.....now not so close already...but i'm still holding on.....i feel kind of sad,i guess so.....and i am going to have tuition!....

Farah is really weird....she can sense someone talking about her....weird huh? and she also show funny faces....i can feel that someone is also talking about me....but i dont know who....i just feel so...but i dont want it to be real....and hafiz...lolz....keep making me laugh....OBS is next next week!...hurray!!....can enjoy it....i'm really hoping to be on the night patrol!....hahas...its going to be fun!!....ok then....bye....blog so other time

Singing off

2009-02-25T04:41:00.000-08:00

25 February 09,
8.42pm,Wednesday Night,

Dear Blog,
She really hates me....and i mean really hate me.....
Theres no point trying to make it right already....
I pray that she score for the semi finals and she did....
i cry when we lost the b girls tournament....i cry bacause i saw her crying and i could not help her....maybe she hates me....

Its been a long time that i wanted to apologise....why cant you understand...i just want a break time....i just want to rest....but make it more complicated.....i ask you to forgive me...but instead,you told to stay on the path i am going...avoiding you....and you said i lie...about not reminding that @#$%& one,well,i did remind you,i reminded you after my our b boys match when you guys were waiting at the mrt for us...i call you to ask you where....and i reminded you....and you said ok.....when we went to KFC to eat,you just sit there....talking to jaypal and giving his present i guess....you just sat there...not even remembering it....after like only 15 mins.....if you think i lied...i swear at my sister up at the stars that i did remind you.....

Do you really hate me like that much??....
Does it makes you happy??.....
Will be happier by doing that??...
Will you not move on??....
Do you only care for yourself??....
Do you not want to settle this??....
Are you making my life difficult??...

Cause if you are happier....i'm happier too....if you felt good doing this,please continue....i rather ask you to hate me more.....hate me that everytime you wanna see my face,you feel like killing me....hate me like you hate veronica or even more....your words make me take back my promise to myself....your words cut a hole...your words evens me hate myself more....your words makes everything look bad....if you like how i feel right now...if you like me being sad...please continue....please make my life i living hell....please make everyone hate me....please destroy me.....

but i hope you remember this.you are always a friend to me and will always be.....i dont care if you shot millions of bullet at me....i'll endure it.....i'll move on....i'll be happy.....if you are still living in the past,who are you to judge anyone.....if you speak highly of yourself,think first....if you like wad you are doing to me right now.....please,continue....i'm fine....if you hate my face,disfigure it,make it ugly....make me sad....

but i wont hate you more....i'll just remain the same....dont worry...i'll move on...and i hope you do too....and congratz on your literature test results!....hahas....must be optimistic!....tough and hardy...Mrs Ng,thks for your advise to move on....cause i will....Start a new fresh life....even if i have no friends,i start anew....only i must determine my fate in life....

So...Hate me more if you like it...i'll be fine...=D

2009-02-23T04:44:00.000-08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Commitment
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

OHMYGOD....this is really true...haiz....hahas

23 February 2009
9pm,Monday

Dear Blog,

Today was fun...hahas...and something unusual happen to me...hahas.Had school till 10.15....had breakfast before going for the Floorball B Boys Competition against St.Gabriel...0.0...at first,it was very scary...our line defence wad a bit sloopy....so sometimes got the oh shit moments...=D...BUT after mazran score the 2 first goals....they were at their A standard!....our final score was 9-2....we won!....i played in the 3rd period....lolz....and during the last 15 secs,something happen to me....

I was flung from the court.....a lot of people say i was like flying...hahas....i had body contact with the striker which was like smaller in size like i was twice the size than him....hahas....it feels kind of relaxing leh....at first being pressured and next,everything was gone....even the boards moved from the initial spot towards the wall....i could feeling like i was sliding.....and my legs and hurts feels very pain.....the length between the wall was like 3 metres?...or 2 metres....lolz....OMG!!....last year tournament also got....hahas....

VERY TIRED!....tmr got cross country!!....haiz...ok then....gtsp=got to sleep...hahas...

Singing off

2009-02-22T04:39:00.000-08:00

21 February 09,
8.39pm,Saturday Night,

Dear Blog =D,

Its been 4 days since i update...lolz...i miss sis a lot....and i remember that i made a promise to do my best and be good.I got 71 for physic...ya..A2,i must try harder...for you.Sry sis,i think i'm gonna fail my e maths....T.T...i must do well for all the sciences...cause i am a scientist that will find a way to meet his sis again...=D...hahas....got bio test tmr!!...so must study hard!!....

Never think of her already....cause if i did,i'll blame myself again...so i just think of you....thks meliza...=D...you have help me so much....its like 1:10...0.0...oh no...i must help her already....recently very tired....ya....girls reach semis...woah...i am very proud...and i hope she scores...even if she score 1 goal or not,i'm proud of her...=D...must be optimistic!....

Well,i just realised that i've never been in contact with 6B'06,except for Keiji...lolz....so this year,i must go back to school on teacher's day.....and i still remember them.....though i did not go to any outing with them,they will be loved....gts=got to study!....lolly

Singing off

2009-02-16T05:58:00.000-08:00

Wah,very tired!!...ZZzzz....just finished floorball match...its a lucky win...was leading 4-1,then 3rd period,5-4 and finished...lucky victory....

I never talk to her for very long liao....5 days i guess....well,it looks like she is not a real best friend....sad....you meant something to me before but now....you mean nothing....everytime i looked at you,you made me remember it....i still remembered that you said you are going to treat me....i was so stupid to wait....i've waited for almost 1 month....waiting for you to realise...you made me feel like i've wasted half of my life in sec 2....

I dont hate her,i just wait for the right time......i'll keep on waiting until she realise her mistake....hahas....sry readers for being so 'emotional??',hahas....

Luckily tomorrow got no a maths....hurray...well...i got to do my hmk....nitez!

2009-02-05T04:10:00.000-08:00

Wow....its....its a....its a big...its a big nothing...hahas.....hey sis,you wanna know something....someone made me feel angry leh.....hahas....dun worry...i wont beat that person.....i dun know how to destress!.....actually right,i thought of breaking something....but i dont think you will agree....so....i must go to a beach!...and shout to my heart's desire...but no worries....must be strong!.....

Had malay lesson for the first period....atiqah was 'GILA'...hafiz,another 'otak slow'(slow brain)...hahas...hafiz and i made silly mistake....funny it was....had physic test too....luckily i got study....but still,my finger is cross....having chem test tmr....T.T....tmr got training...and i going to regret attending it....haiz.....

Some times,that person makes me felt invisible....i felt like i was a spare tire....now that the person has wad he/she lost before...theres no need for me right....so just throw me down the drain......well....i'm going to settle it tmr!!.....and hope sis will give me the courage....

2009-02-03T19:41:00.000-08:00

Never Went to school today...hahas...overslept...yesterday match was tough....we beat them 11-0...ya....after that went KFC...nothing special....took bus from tampines to dhobby ghaut...haiz....started thinking about sis....i wonder how she was doing at that time....i wish i could see how much you have grown up....mum and dad...well...they are not so loving as before....i really miss you sis!!...hahas...hope one day...we can meet again...and i promise to make you proud....i must try my best!....ya...my very best....